Logan gasped softly, rocking back before he could stop himself and nearly missing what Jack had said. In fact, if Jack hadn't used tone, chances were his words would have slipped by unnoticed.
"I didn't like it," Logan answered, his shoulders tensing a little as he spoke. Though that wasn't completely true, and he swallowed before clearing his throat to quietly explain himself. "I mean... it made me feel like I was just being used. You were fucking me, but I couldn't get any real pleasure, you know? And I just wanted... more. It was humiliating. ...Except sometimes I don't mind that. Sometimes, when you come on me, or when you- When you do stuff with the spreader or the plug, it's embarrassing, but not bad. Like... I like it. I like it when you push too. When it feels like I have no choice. I get this rush when you hold me down. Sometimes I push just to see if I can get you to do it," he admitted. "To see if you'll lose your temper and just... And I mean, I know you won't. That you'd never hurt me, I just... I dunno. It's stupid. Forget I said anything."
Shaking his head, he turned to face Jack again, leaning in to kiss him softly. "I should finish getting washed before the water gets cold," he said, reaching to take the cloth.
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Date: 2008-12-21 08:26 am (UTC)"I didn't like it," Logan answered, his shoulders tensing a little as he spoke. Though that wasn't completely true, and he swallowed before clearing his throat to quietly explain himself. "I mean... it made me feel like I was just being used. You were fucking me, but I couldn't get any real pleasure, you know? And I just wanted... more. It was humiliating. ...Except sometimes I don't mind that. Sometimes, when you come on me, or when you- When you do stuff with the spreader or the plug, it's embarrassing, but not bad. Like... I like it. I like it when you push too. When it feels like I have no choice. I get this rush when you hold me down. Sometimes I push just to see if I can get you to do it," he admitted. "To see if you'll lose your temper and just... And I mean, I know you won't. That you'd never hurt me, I just... I dunno. It's stupid. Forget I said anything."
Shaking his head, he turned to face Jack again, leaning in to kiss him softly. "I should finish getting washed before the water gets cold," he said, reaching to take the cloth.