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Jack wandered away from the party with Logan, walking hand in hand. It was so strange to have all these feelings and the desire to talk about them. Jack didn't like talking about feelings and motives and all that. He just...acted. Every conceivable definition of the word, really.

Logan made it so fucking easy to quit acting, though. To just be or float or whatever. It wasn't like he didn't act--he seized every opportunity he could with the other man; he also dove into the roles and rules of different bedsports. When all that was over, though, when it was just the two of them hand in hand in the dark, he didn't have to act at all. Logan brought out all the best and worst, made him feel strong and weak at the same time, made him feel like...

He nearly came to a halt when he realized he'd gotten a romance novel along with his tits and ass this morning. Ugh.

"What else did you do today?" he asked after they were well away from the Hub. "Me, the shower, the clothes, and Benny...there had to be something else, right?"

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"What? No. Just you, shower- Then a walk on the beach and Benny," Logan replied, not sure what was wrong with that.

"I'm sorry, is me sucking a woman's cock not exciting enough for you?" he asked dryly, not annoyed so much as unimpressed. "I did try and hook up with a squid, but I didn't want to step on your territory," he smirked.

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"Hey," he chided. "The squid here are very sexy and only want love." He snickered softly and stepped closer, bumping his shoulder against Logan's. "I did a lot of running. And figured out how to sight the gun with tits in the way."

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"They don't want love, that's just what they tell the blue-haired Japanese school girls so they won't scream," Logan snorted.

"...You didn't stop off anywhere after training though?" he asked curiously, glancing sideways at the other man.

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"I got to talking with Robb Stark about his family and Grey Wind. After training broke up I came home and played with the cat, then I took a shower and wandered around until I made my way to the party. I should probably go check on the Doctor and Chase, but it's late and I'm going to guess the baby's asleep. It can wait."

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"Oh, Logan replied softly, going quiet for a while as they walked on.

They were nearly back to the hamlet when he finally spoke again, his fingers laced tightly with jack's, and his chin tilted down nervously as he glanced back over. "You know, I get the feeling that people are worried I might try and change you. You know I don't want to do that, right? That I love you just- just like this. the way you've always been."

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Jack shot him a skeptical sideways glance and pulled Logan to a stop. "What people?" he asked. It was a valid concern, sure, but this wasn't like trying to please and appease House or change for the Doctor. Logan was different. A special case.

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"No one," Logan replied awkwardly. "I mean- It's not like anyone's said anything flat out, no one- It's not-"

He fumbled with his words and glanced away, gathering his thoughts before trying again. "It's just a feeling I get when I talk to people who know you. Like they think I'm trying to change you, or that I might try and change you later."

Except that wasn't completely it either. Sometimes Logan felt as if they were worried he was trying to take Jack away from them. Though that was likely all in his head. Paranoia getting the best of him.

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"That'd be because of House," Jack replied. "He said he never wanted me to change, and then in a hundred different ways, I changed to keep him happy. To keep him from sulking. Don't flirt at parties. Don't fuck around. Don't stay out too late. Don't go anywhere without leaving a note. Don't...you know. Rules. It's a big part of why we finally split. I did all these things to keep him happy and he didn't even know my best friends' names after nearly two years."

He stayed calm, his voice even and smooth, even though he held Logan's hand a little tighter. Along with all the other things he'd never said aloud to anyone else, he'd never really talked about House. It was easier to leave it at 'I fucked up' than delve into what broke him down until he had to say stop.

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"Yeah, well, when I say I don't want you to change... I mean it. I mean, I told you, I might get jealous sometimes, and sometimes I'll be a jerk, but- I like you, just like this. I love you, just like this, Jack," Logan promised, pausing and offering a hint of a smile. "Okay, not just like this. I do kind of miss your cock. Just a little."

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"I love you the way you are," he said with a soft smile. He reached up to trace Logan's jaw lightly. "I don't want you any other way."

Which wasn't entirely true. He hoped that eventually Logan would see himself the way Jack saw him. That he'd embrace the strength that Jack saw. He didn't want him to change, though. Volatile and tender at the same time, Jack knew he wouldn't have fallen so hard so fast if he was different.

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Leaning into the touch, Logan smiled and then smirked, turning his head to kiss the tips of the other man's fingers.

"Good thing I don't plan on changing then, huh?"

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"Good thing," he agreed. His fingers were softer, unused to the work Jack usually did. Logan's lips made them itch for more.

"You keep doing that and we won't make it to the water," he said softly, inching closer to Logan and pressing his lips against the other man's skin. "Might not even make it back to your place."

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"Mmm, that would be a damn shame," Logan murmured, still smiling as he tried to catch Jack's lips with his own. "A damn shame..."

Reaching out, his hand found the other man's hip and he held on lightly, stepping closer and sighing. "You're soft," he said, ducking his head to kiss the other man's neck. "It's strange seeing you like this. I always think of you as- Strong. Solid. You always look beautiful, but like this- Like this it's like that rough edge is gone. You seem so delicate. It's strange to think that underneath this dress, you're still you. Still my Captain."

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Jack gasped a little and leaned in more. It shouldn't have surprised him, the way hearing Logan call him that effected him...oh, but it did. It felt different, making his stomach flutter and tickling down his spine.

"Not delicate," he protested, even though he felt like he might be. Like Logan could take him apart and make him positively weak. He wasn't even sure he'd be able to turn the tables on him...and that was enough to get him to grab Logan roughly and pull him tight against him. "Still all me."

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Logan made a sound that could only be described as a squawk, and he looked startled for a moment before he growled softly and pushed Jack back against a nearby tree.

"Ditto," he replied, grinning before he leaned in and kissed Jack hard, pinning him in place.

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His hands roamed lower and tugged the hem of Logan's dress up to find the bare skin beneath. The fabric rippled against his wrist, draping lightly and keeping his ass covered--barely. He shifted his stance and dragged his knee up Logan's leg even as he devoured the kisses.

They were definitely not going to make it to the water. Or a bed. Or anywhere but right here. At least Logan had pushed him back far enough that if they were quiet, they wouldn't be caught.

"Love you," he murmured between kisses. "Need you."

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The words alone were enough to get him going, settling over him and leaving him warm and feeling truly wanted. His own knee slid between Jack's legs, and he pressed up tight against the other man as he moaned against his lips.

"Love you. God, Jack, love you," he replied, his eyes fluttering shut as he gasped and roughly tugged at the other man's dress. His actions the polor opposite to the delicate way Jack had treated his clothing.

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His dress was tight and unforgiving and he felt more than heard the seam split as Logan pulled it up. He whimpered softly, grinding against Logan's thigh and digging his nails into the supple skin of his ass. Jack hooked his fingers under the elastic of his panties and pulled sharply.

"Can't wait to be normal again," he muttered, aching to feel the heat of Logan's body and get close in a way he felt like he couldn't like this.

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"Me either," Logan replied, tilting his head so his lips were right against Jack's ear. "I miss being inside you," he murmured. "I miss feeling you as you clench around me... Miss the taste of your cock and the was it feels when you fuck me. It's only been a day, but... Feels like longer."

He groped the other man's breasts roughly through his dress, one hand still searching beneath the hem, pausing only when he felt Jack pulling at his panties, the thin fabric tearing without much resistance.

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Moaning wantonly, Jack sought Logan's pulse beneath his ear and kissed there then nipped sharply. He rolled his hips and pulled Logan closer, the friction making him shake. Listening to his voice, tasting his skin, it was too much to resist. He bucked harder and came, grateful for the tree to keep him on his feet.

He shuddered as it crashed and then faded, surprised at the speed and force and the fact that it only made him want more. There was no heavy drowsiness, no need to stop for more than a couple seconds. Arching his back, he pulled away just enough to move his fingers from Logan's hip and slide them between his thighs, gasping at the slick heat.

"Fuck, Logan. Want to make you come so hard. Come for me."

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Clutching on to Jack's slender shoulders, Logan gasped as he rocked forward, his body shaking slightly as Jack pulled him closer and closer to- And then it was over. He shuddered and gasped, holding the other man just to keep himself upright, whimpering as he shook and tried to stay on his feet.

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"So beautiful," Jack whispered. "My Logan. Just...perfect." Jack swallowed hard and pulled his hand away, feeling the torn panties slip down Logan's leg a little. He lifted his fingers and sucked them clean, watching Logan's face as he caught his breath and his balance.

"Let's go before we get caught."

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Cheeks flushing red, Logan glanced around and carefully stepped out of the torn panties, balling them up and nearly just tossing them into the bushes. ...though wouldn't it just be his luck if some kid found them.

Sighing, he kept them in his palm, glancing at Jack and then away. "Dick," he muttered quietly. "Come on, let's go."