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Fingers intertwined, Jack walked with Bagoas from the Compound to bohemia. He could feel the solid lump of the ring in his pocket, but his attention was focused on the beautiful, dark-eyed boy--man, not boy--that he'd wanted for so long. For the first time in a long time, Jack had a flutter of nervousness and a flush of excitement. He hadn't gone home with anyone new in so long, he almost wondered if he'd make mistakes like an amateur.

As if that was really possible.

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[hiseromenos.livejournal.com]

Perhaps before this had begun I had been unaware of quite how much I craved it, desired it--a starving man will convince himself that a chunk of stale bread is a feast and make it last as long as he can, will put the thought of feasts and sweetmeats from his mind, and so had I done with this, sustained myself for more than a year on Alexander's memory. To be touched again, with such reverence and desire--I needed it, found myself wanting to repay him for it, with hands and mouth and the movement of my body.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

The rhythm of his hips grew steady, faster, but that was only one part of so many sensations that bled together. Jack held Bagoas's shoulder in one hand and reached down to hold his leg, rubbing slow circles. His lips found warm skin and his tongue chased the thrumming pulse along chest, shoulders, and neck. Pretty obscenities and dirty promises spilled from his mouth, barely any sense to them at all. The only words that held any meaning for him at all were, "Yes," when whispered and "Bagoas, yes..." purred against the man's lips.

[hiseromenos.livejournal.com]

And yes was a thing I would repeat as many times as he wanted to hear it. I kissed him, drinking the words from his lips, my legs around him and what was left of my hair crackling against the pillow.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

The steady rhythm grew faster and harder and every single thought that had been chased to edge of his mind simply vanished. Everything became a blur of touch and taste, scent and sound and before long Jack was completely lost and utterly spent by the time he slowed and stilled and laid boneless beside Bagoas, kissing him more softly than before.

[hiseromenos.livejournal.com]

I curled against him, spent and sated and happy, feeling as if my body were something I was brushing against and yet a long way off from, certainly not something I was still inside.

I murmured, "That was a long time coming, I think."

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

Jack draped his arm across the lithe body, ignoring just how heavy it felt and how hard it was to will it to move.

"Worth the wait?" he asked, ghosting his lips across bare skin in a vain attempt to keep the bliss from evaporating entirely.

[hiseromenos.livejournal.com]

"Mm." I nestled closer, my eyelids heavy. "You tell me."

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

"Wish I hadn't waited in the first place," Jack answered softly. "But absolutely worth it." He held Bagoas closer, fingers trailing gentle lines along his arm and his back as the heavy feeling left him and was replaced with the need to sleep. He should get up. He should get up and go.

"I think I need a nap," he smiled.

[hiseromenos.livejournal.com]

I think I must have made a contented noise at the touch, I know if I were a cat I would have purred. "Time to rest and regain strength?" I teased, but was not too far from sleep myself.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

"If you wouldn't mind," he replied as he let his eyes fall closed and his breathing slow. There were people he would fuck, and there were people he'd fall asleep with. Generally the two were mutually exclusive. In a few cases, though...

"Just for a little while."

[hiseromenos.livejournal.com]

And I was used to waking up with an empty bed when I'd fallen asleep with an occupied one; it was the nature of affairs and the nature of my lovers. But I was comfortable now, and warm, and safe, and at his words, I could let myself, too, drift to sleep.