[for the doctor]

[more_flexible]

What a fucking day. Jack came back to his room and did the right thing, letting others have his bed. Tosh. Gwen. Ianto. They were going to need more rooms or something.

But tonight he was worn down and raw. He'd had enough honesty for one night. Right now he could just go for the right kind of Doctor.

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[captainjack.livejournal.com]

"How much more?" he asked, his whole body moving against the Doctor as he shifted to kiss down his neck and trace the shell of his ear with his tongue. "I'll give you everything you want."

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

He shivered, pressing into him. "Touch me, keep touching me," he said softly, hips shifting a little out of sheer physical need. "But not...I can't do more. I can't sleep, Jack...help me?" The thought of intercourse made him vaguely sick, somehow, made his cock twitch in the not-pleasant way. But god, he needed to be held, touched, even just a hand on his arm.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

Jack nodded again, breathing against his neck as he kissed down to his shoulder. "Just relax," he said. "Let me kiss you."

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

Remarkably, the Doctor did, finding himself relaxing a little, still tense, and closing his eyes as he rested against Jack.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

Legs and arms, hands and lips, Jack touched him everywhere with a gentle slowness that he'd never really had the patience for before. Tonight...he wasn't even hard. He was tired to the core, but kissing, touching, being close, it helped him just as much as he hoped it was helping the Doctor.

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

He nuzzled up against Jack, loving the touch, but the pain was still visible in his face and muscles. Both of them knew it wouldn't go away entirely, but it was pushed aside without being forgotten by the intimacy. Murmuring a soft moan, he gently nipped his neck before kissing again, holding on tight.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

"I love you," he whispered, kissing down along his collarbone. "My Doctor...God, I love you."

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

The thought of love terrified him, but it made the ache ease a little. "I love you too, Jack," he whispered, holding on even tighter.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

Everywhere he could reach with is lips, he kissed. Everytwhere he could touch with light fingertips, he did. He could feel the twin heartbeat against his chest and the tightness of the muscles, but he wasn't going to let go. Not for anything.

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

The touch made him moan softly, eyes squeezing even further shut and nails digging lightly into Jack's back. He could feel his cock twitch once against his thigh. Jack wasn't hard, but that didn't upset him; instinctively he knew that was how it should be. "Please," he whispered, lips right where neck met shoulder.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

Jack nodded and reached up, gently peeling the Doctor's arms away, only to hold him to the bed. Braced over him, he looked at the pain written on his face for just a moment before bending low and trailing kisses across his body. Over chest and ribs, down to the soft skin of his stomach.

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

For a moment, the Doctor had sheer panic, then realised that Jack would understand, wouldn't pull him into anything he didn't want. He relaxed a little into the bed and reached down to touch Jack's hair.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

His hands skimmed lightly over the Doctor's arms, finally letting go so he could kiss and touch the entirety of his torso. Before he ventured too low, Jack rose up, nevercompletely breaking contact.

"Roll over," he commanded softly.

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

The Doctor did so, letting go of his hair and rolling over, ass pressing upwards just slightly as he shifted. He closed his eyes again.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

Jack straddled his thighs and leaned forward, fingers going to work on his shoulders. He dropped down close, breath warm against his spine while he found knots and nerves and worked them with practiced ease.

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

For someone who hadn't really been in the body that long, the Doctor had a lot of them. He fairly melted into the sheets, whimpering slightly when something hurt too much for chewing on his lip to fix.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

Knowing the body like he did, knowing the Doctor's body in particular, Jack was careful but relentless. "You can always say stop," he reminded him as he worked down his spine. "It's going to hurt a lot in a minute."

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

"If it's for a good reason," the Doctor said quietly, "then it'll be okay." He bit into the pillow though, just in case.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

As Jack pulled from shoulders to tailbone down the sides of his spine, fingers hitting every nerve bundle on the way down, the tension and toxins he pulled along should be searing the nerves. But he knew if he didn't, the end of the pain would never come. "I'm sorry," he whispered, knowing it must be agonizing.

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

He cried out in pain, muffled by the pillow, unable to move except to curl his toes and clench his fingers in the sheets. It had to happen, but it hurt like being burnt from the inside out. He knew he could handle it, had handled far worse, but it still was unpleasant.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

He kept on, dragging it all down to his tailbone, then dug in four fingers, two on either side, and it was over. Gone. The electrochemical impulses ceased and Jack laid his hands softly on the Doctor's hips.

"Okay, rest."

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

Still whimpering softly, just a little, the Doctor nodded, teeth unclenching from the pillow, and turned his head to the side, suddenly feeling a bit better.

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

"Shh, it'll be okay," he whispered as he leaned in to kiss from his tailbone up. "You'll be okay."

[sortofaman.livejournal.com]

"Stay," the Doctor whispered, moving up against him. He knew he would, he just needed to say it. "Stay, Jack."

[captainjack.livejournal.com]

"I will," he replied, sliding off and laying down beside him so he could hold onto him once again. "I am."