For Logan

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Jack grinned and looked through the selection. There was more than enough to have a little fun...or a lot of fun. He picked out a few bars of chocolate, a handful of jawbreakers, kicking back what he was certain was gum, and grabbed a peppermint candy that looked more appropriate for Christmas than Halloween.

"Go in the bedroom. Take off your clothes, and get comfortable. I'll be in in a minute," he said.

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"Too much," Logan replied, the cloth moving lower as he gently rubbed away every last trace of what they'd done, leaving Jack's skin warm and damp. "But if it makes you happy... Well, that's what matters, right? And as long as you always come back in one piece, I think it's pretty alright."

He paused, leaning in to press his lips to freshly scrubbed skin, letting out a small sigh before speaking again.

"And you better always come back."

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"I always come back," he assured Logan. "I've hardly even gotten really hurt. Just...that one time."

That one time. Catherine would have something to say if she'd been here and heard him, even after all this time, talk around that weekend so long ago. And really, he should be okay. He should. Considering all he'd done with John. With Logan. even things with the Doctor. But with all of them, he had trust to varying degrees. The weekend in the caves had shown him how vulnerable even he could be if he didn't keep his guard up.

"I promise," he continued after a noticeable silence.

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"One time is really one time too many," Logan replied quietly, moving the cloth lower and hesitating before starting to wash Jack's more intimate areas.

His other arm wrapped loosely around Jack's middle, and he held the other man as he scrubbed him, inhaling that scent that was so distinctively Jack.

"I love you," he said, knowing he'd said it a thousand times already that afternoon, but struggling to bite it back this time, "I know I do these fucked up things. I don't even know why sometimes. This stuff I never even thought of doing before we met. But when I do it... you know it's not to hurt you, right? You know I'd stop. If you asked, I'd stop. I'll always stop."

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"I know, Logan," he replied softly, gasping a little as he spread his legs a little. His reaction to the touch was quick, his cock twitching every time Logan so much as brushed him.

"If I ever want to say no, I will. Maybe one day you'll want something I just...yeah, I can't even think of what you might do that I'd say no to. I love you and I trust you. That makes all the difference."

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"I know... I know, I just needed to say it," Logan replied, holding on a little tighter as he washed away the sticky mess between Jack's cheeks.

He kissed the other man's shoulder again, and then slowly knelt down to wash his legs, working his way down the backs of Jack's thighs, and then crawling around to kneel in front of the other man to start his way back up.

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Even with the fire going, being wet made him cold. The sight of Logan on his knees in front of him helped with that a bit, though. Jack stood still and tried to ignore that he was half hard. Instead, he closed his eyes and focused on the feeling of Logan's hands and the cloth as he methodically moved over Jack's body.

"You're...really good at this," he exhaled softly. "It's...nice."

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"I guess," Logan shrugged, working his way up Jack's legs, his gaze inevitably falling on the other man's cock.

His eyes flickered up curiously to watch Jack's face as he rubbed the cloth gently over the hardening appendage, careful not to let it become too sexual, but smirking as he abruptly stopped and moved up higher.

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Jack groaned softly but kept still. He couldn't control his reaction and he didn't bother to try. When Logan was on his feet, Jack leaned in and kissed him softly against the corner of his mouth.

"You can be very sweet, Logan," he said. "I like this side of you, too. As much as everything else. You...are never going to get boring."

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"Don't call me sweet, you'll ruin my reputation," Logan replied, smiling faintly as as he chased Jack's mouth and kissed him again, his lips parting slightly as his tongue traced over the other man's bottom lip.

"Besides, it's my mess. I don't mind cleaning it up."

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"I'll never tell," he whispered, the kiss really not helping him get past the base reaction. The best he could do was blindly reach for the cloth Logan had to take it from him.

"I think it's your turn. You're not the only one who made a mess."

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"Right, about that... Really? Between the thighs? Of all the things you could have done that moment, that's how you decided to play it? Don't say I managed to crack the great Jack Harkness, I might have to be disappointed or something," Logan grinned, letting the other man take the cloth with a cheeky look.

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"Haven't you ever done that before?' he asked as he turned to dip it in the warm water. "If you haven't, you should. Like fucking a woman, but not. Like jerking off, but not. Like..." he shrugged and started at the back of Logan's neck. It was like a lot of things and unlike everything at the same time.

"You didn't crack me...but I'm only so patient."

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"Like fucking a woman?" Logan asked, looking mildly annoyed and insulted as he glanced over his shoulder at Jack. "I think if I wanted to fuck a woman I'd go find one."

Frowning, he muttered quietly under his breath about just who the woman was here, quickly followed by a very short, and nearly imposable to understand, rant about Jack being a bitch.

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Jack dragged the cloth down Logan's backbone and smoothed it over his ass as he leaned in to hear him better.

"I do fuck women," he pointed out. "And I fuck men. And then there's you...and I want to do everything with you. Every way possible...with you. If you didn't like it, I won't do it again."

Jack let go so he could dip the cloth again and make it warm. The warmth helped to clean the lotion and come from Logan's legs as he stood close, pressed to his back. It was nothing at all to draw his hand up, slipping between Logan's cheeks and drawing the cloth across the sensitive hole, teasing with is fingertip.

"...Tell me you didn't like it," he said, quiet but firm.

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Logan gasped softly, rocking back before he could stop himself and nearly missing what Jack had said. In fact, if Jack hadn't used tone, chances were his words would have slipped by unnoticed.

"I didn't like it," Logan answered, his shoulders tensing a little as he spoke. Though that wasn't completely true, and he swallowed before clearing his throat to quietly explain himself. "I mean... it made me feel like I was just being used. You were fucking me, but I couldn't get any real pleasure, you know? And I just wanted... more. It was humiliating. ...Except sometimes I don't mind that. Sometimes, when you come on me, or when you- When you do stuff with the spreader or the plug, it's embarrassing, but not bad. Like... I like it. I like it when you push too. When it feels like I have no choice. I get this rush when you hold me down. Sometimes I push just to see if I can get you to do it," he admitted. "To see if you'll lose your temper and just... And I mean, I know you won't. That you'd never hurt me, I just... I dunno. It's stupid. Forget I said anything."

Shaking his head, he turned to face Jack again, leaning in to kiss him softly. "I should finish getting washed before the water gets cold," he said, reaching to take the cloth.

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"Stand still," Jack commanded, holding the cloth back, out of reach. "You fucked me with candy and then came on me...and using you that way didn't do anything for you? Liar. I felt you jerk every time I hit here..." His finger was warm as it slid in against the pucker, rubbing slowly against it and pressing the ring of muscle enough to make Logan clench.

"Like it or not, I make you feel good he purred. "That's what it is, isn't it? It feels good and you like it and it just makes you feel fucking dirty. I could do anything to you and as long as it feels good, as long as it makes you moan and squirm, you'll come back for more. My nasty little slut...don't ever wonder why I like you best, baby."

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Embarrassed and ashamed, Logan glanced away, fighting against his body's instinct to rock back against Jack's finger.

"Shut up," he said quietly, swallowing hard and clearing his throat again. "Just shut up, Jack."

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"Yeah, I better or I'll never get you cleaned up," he agreed, his voice husky and soft against Logan's neck. He dipped the cloth again and dropped to his knees, thoroughly cleaning Logan's legs and then rising a little as he took special care to clean up his cock. Slowly. Firmly. He looked up from his low vantage point and licked his lips.

"Do you want me to hurt you, Logan?" he asked, the question all the more strange when asked by the man kneeling at his feet.

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Logan had been looking at everything but Jack, his head turning slightly as he forced himself to push away his embarrassment and look at the other man again.

His gut told him not to answer the question. To keep his wants and thoughts bundled up safely inside where no one would ever see them or hear them. Where no one would be able to judge him or question why such a fucked up kid would want such fucked up things.

It was Jack though, and he trusted Jack. Enough that he let his guard drop slightly as he quietly answered, "Sometimes."

Just one word, but it said so much. More than Logan liked to think about.

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Jack rose as high as he could and pressed his lips to Logan's stomach in a tender kiss. He dipped his tongue into his navel as he continued to wash him off, eventually rising to his feet again.

Looking Logan square in the eyes, Jack nodded. "You've got to tell me how...I don't want to fuck up again, like I did the other day. I know what I like. Or don't hate. And I'm good with pain. I just need to know," he said softly before he closed the distance and kissed him with lips ghosting lightly against lips.

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"God, Jack, I don't... I don't know, okay? And that was different. I just don't want to be drugged. Ever. I don't care what else you do. ...I trust you. I really trust you, Jack. If you manages to cross that line, I'd let you know somehow," Logan promised. "You have a free pass to do what you want."

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He trailed kisses along Logan's jaw and then down his neck. The cloth fell into the water with a quiet plop and he had his hands gripping the man's wrist's tightly, holding them at his sides. Jack carved a warm, wet track along the muscle and cord of Logan's neck, then suddenly bit into the junction of his neck and shoulder. He felt the skin tighten between his teeth and closed his lips around the mouthful of flesh. He held on, pulling Logan's arms down and holding them in place at his hips until he was sure there would be a bruise.

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Logan had leaned in at first, moaning softly at the feeling of Jack's mouth on his throat. It made his cock jump and his body arch forward, and he groaned quietly... Until Jack's teeth sank in.

Soft sounds became a sharp cry, and he jerked hard in Jack's grip, gasping and twisting as he tried to hide the fact that his cock was still twitching and reacting to the other man's every touch.

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By the time he stopped biting, he could feel deep wells left behind by his teeth when he soothed the spot with his tongue. He stopped gradually and pulled back and surveyed the mark and when he was satisfied it would remain for a few days, he let go of Logan's wrists.

"You want to go back to bed?"

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Logan whimpered softly, reaching up to touch the mark as he looked at jack and nodded a little.

"Yeah, I do," he said softly.