Prior shrugged. "Okay, I guess. I've been better, I've been worse... a lot worse."
He sighed, and must have tensed a little because Sheba suddenly leapt from his lap. "Part of what's so difficult about losing Mark is knowing how unlikely it is that I'll find that again. Someone who's willing to be with me. Louis wasn't. And with Roger, it didn't matter. I felt like I'd won the fucking lottery with Mark.
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Date: 2009-10-05 12:55 am (UTC)He sighed, and must have tensed a little because Sheba suddenly leapt from his lap. "Part of what's so difficult about losing Mark is knowing how unlikely it is that I'll find that again. Someone who's willing to be with me. Louis wasn't. And with Roger, it didn't matter. I felt like I'd won the fucking lottery with Mark.