Logan || Islandversary

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Jack knew Logan hadn't wanted to be there so when he said he'd see Jack at home, Jack let him go without protest. But with Logan gone it just wasn't as fun. Yes, there were drinks. And dances. And conversation. But it lost something when Jack couldn't look over and see Logan. He loved the way his husband looked at him.

It wasn't late when he begged off the party and headed home. He was tipsy but not drunk. Just buzzed enough to feel alive and...horny. Such a juvenile term, but that was it. The Hamlet was quiet and Jack crept along the path, remembering distinctly when Logan lived here a long time ago. When sneaking into his hut after a party was just part of what they did.

He wondered if he'd be able to get into bed with Logan and kiss him awake. He wasn't sure he could be that quiet. Hell, the dogs would probably give him away.

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Logan had gone to bed not long after returning home, deciding Jack probably just thought he was sulking. Sometimes he just wasn't very good st initiating games and plans.

The dogs were silent, but Logan stirred a little at the sound of the bedroom door creaking open. Remaining still and thinking about how the damn hinges needed oiling up.

He held his breath, wondering just how drunk Jack was and how many pretty girls he'd danced with- before deciding he didn't want to entertain thoughts of Jack and pretty girls.

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Jack undressed quietly, slowly. Agonizingly slowly. Logan looked like he was asleep and that made Jack just a little disappointed. But not much. He slowly pulled back the covers and slipped into bed an pushed up against Logan. He was already half hard.

"Wake up," he said, his words drawn out, slow, and not near as quiet as he thought they were. "Logan...m'here..."

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"I am awake," Logan replied, wiggling away just to be a brat. "You're wasted," he accused.

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"I'm not wasted," he promised, slipping his arm under Logan's just so he could wrap it around his chest and pull the younger man back against him. Jack took the opportunity to nuzzle the back of his neck.

"Where's my present," he demanded, although there was little chance of Logan being able to get up and retrieve anything.

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Logan squirmed again, though he didn't get far this time- and he didn't try to. "In the kitchen, on the table. It's nothing big, just stuff I thought you might like."

And that was the truth. Logan had carved a few pieces in his spare time, including dog bowls for Sugar and Linus, a pipe for Jack so he wouldn't have to roll a joint the next time he wanted to smoke, and a wooden toy gun modeled off Jack's own- something to put away for when the baby was old enough to want to play with toy guns and swords.

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"I've got what I like," Jack purred, clumsy in his seduction but genuine. He rolled a little and laid half on Logan, forcing him face down into the mattress.

"Can you be my surprise?" he asked, kissing Logan's shoulder.

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Logan struggled beneath Jack for a moment, mostly for the sake of his dignity, but Jack was heavy and he was tired. Even though he was sure he could have gotten Jack off him, he didn't really feel like putting up a real struggle.

"I'm not really much of a surprise anymore," he pointed out. "You know me inside out, Jack."

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"You still surprise me all the time," Jack replied. "I'm getting better at it, but I still can't guess what you'll do. I figured you'd fight me when I got home. Thought you'd be mad I stayed and be waiting to kick my ass. But you weren't waiting. And you're not really fighting now. But..." He paused to swallow and to take a breath. "But...next party? Next time you might have a fight waiting. I can never guess. I love you for it."

He was drunk and his mouth was just running. Words poured from his lips as they skated across Logan's skin and his hands traced idle patterns.

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"I was just thinking about how things were in the beginning, I was thinking about all the times we pretended we meant nothing to each other at parties, only to find each other after and go crazy. Or the time I tried to cut you out of my life, only to find you waiting for me in my hut. You were so angry, so intense, I thought you might rip me apart. ...No one had ever wanted me like that before," Logan admitted quietly.

"I miss that sometimes."

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Jack laid down clumsy kisses but there was nothing about his touch that was anything other than expert. Jack slid his arm up Logan's chest until he could catch him by the throat and hang on.

"Every time you try to leave, I find you and I bring you home," he whispered. There was a rough edge to his voice. "I think a lot about...about if you found someone else. What I'd do to keep you. Win you back. Make you stay with me. What if, someday, I'm not what you want anymore?"

Jack took a breath.

"I'd make you love me."

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"You can't make someone love you," Logan argued, gasping softly beneath the other man. "If people could do that, no one would be alone- and I wouldn't have you. Someone would have taken you from me by now. Besides, when have you ever managed to make me do anything?"

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That wasn't fair, making Jack have to think about if he'd ever actually made Logan do anything the younger man didn't decide to do himself.

"Shut up," he finally said, firmly killing the argument...in his head, anyway. He was more interested in reaching down to grope Logan's hip and stroke his side and be a general nuisance with the pushy way he was trying to seduce Logan.

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"I mean it," Logan pressed, aware that he'd hit a nerve and digging in a little deeper. "When have you ever made me do something? I;ve given in to you, I've faked not wanting to do what you want, but you''ve never actually managed to force your will on me. That must make you crazy. You can tame anyone, wrap them around your finger without trying, but not me. Not even for a little while. I mean, let's be honest, if you ever did manage, it wouldn't last long, but you've never even gotten far enough to find out."

He bucked up, knocking Jack off him slightly before starting to roll over so he could look at the other man.

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"You're as much of a little shit now as you ever were," Jack said, shifting on the bed and rising to his knees. The covers fell down, just covering Logan's feet.

"I can make you. I've made you beg," he said darkly. "And I've made you...I've made you..."

He was at a real loss and his head was just fogged up with martinis that he wasn't thinking right.

Jack snarled in frustration and dropped down, grabbing one of Logan's wrists to hold him to the bed.

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"I've made you beg," Logan purred, fighting hard and trying to twist free from Jack's hold. "I've made you mine. You said you'd never settle down, and here you are. My husband. Mine. I took you, and I won, and you didn't even notice I was doing it."

It was all just words, things to provoke Jack even more. In reality Jack had tamed him just as much as he'd tamed Jack, but it was so easy to make it sound darker than that. Like he somehow had the upper hand.

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"You...you didn't do that," Jack said, but it was less denial than him insisting it wasn't true. He didn't want it to be true. He'd tried so hard to not manipulate Logan on purpose. Thinking that the younger man had used his own tricks against him...

Jack's brows furrowed and he faltered for a moment before dropping down and grabbing both arms to hold Logan to the bed with an iron hold.

"I bring you back," he snapped. "Every time you try to run away from me I find you and I bring you back."

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"And it's so cute when you do," Logan replied with a smirk. "It used to be if I didn't do what you wanted, you dragged me back in by my hair and made me behave, now when I wander too far from home, you beg me to come back. Please don't leave me, Just come back," he mocked, knowing he was walking a very fine line and hoping that what he'd get would be aggression, not a retreat. It was so hard to guess these days how Jack would react to his little attacks. It used to be if he let his mouth run Jack would smack him back into place- these days the Captain was just as likely to retreat and lick his wounds.

It made him wonder, had he just gotten better at attacking him, or was Jack softening up a little as time went by?

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"Shut up," Jack snarled, letting go of one of Logan's arms so he could clap his hand over the younger man's mouth.

"I love you," he continued, the word dripping from his tongue like a bitter poison. "I try to be kind to you and it doesn't work. You just want everything hard. You make me..."

His eyes flashed dark and his hand tightened against Logan's face as if he were seconds away from drawing back and hitting him.

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Logan kept his eyes narrowed and focused on Jack, only tensing when the other man got a bit rougher. There was fear there, genuine fear, he knew how cruel they could both be, and he had no doubt Jack would do some real damage if provoked.

He didn't care though, he loved this. This was what they were. An explosive force of nature that was full of just as much destruction as it was nurturing and love.

Epic, just the way love should be.

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Jack jerked his hand away from Logan's mouth only to catch his throat. He forced the younger man's jaw up to push his head back and then he kissed him hard. Anything to keep him from spewing bitter words that tore Jack. Half of him wanted to hurt Logan and make him stop, the other half wanted to crawl out of bed and run.

It was always there, that urge to run. He could control it better now, but it was always in the back of his mind.

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Logan shivered, whimpering against the other man's lips. his free hand came up to try and pry Jack's fingers from his throat, but he struggled to even move them.

"Jack," he gasped, closing his eyes and swallowing hard.

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"I make you hard," Jack whispered against Logan's lips. "And I can make you come. Even when you try not to.I can make you hurt. And I know you love it. You love me for the things I do. I can make your body betray you...and you love it. You crave it," he added, keeping hold of Logan's jaw even as the younger man pulled against him.

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"I love you, you bastard," Logan gasped. "I love you for everything. Not just this."

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"Say that again," Jack demanded, letting go of Logan's jaw so he could grip his bicep. At the same time he wedged his knee between Logan's thighs to force his legs apart.

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"I love you," Logan hissed, starting to struggle again. "You're a bossy, demanding bastard- and I love you. ...And I missed this."