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Jack had had a lot on his mind since Mardi Gras. Most of it centered on time, the Doctor, and the past. Except this time it had little to do with lingering doubt or questions and more about how to help Bernice begin to let things go. Or, barring that, get to a point where it wasn't eating her alive.

He'd burned off a lot of energy at ITF training and after he had showered and eaten, he came home to continue on a project for Helen. Chances were good she'd see it before it was done, which only made him try to finish it faster. As he carved carefully, he tried to concentrate and not let his thoughts wander in the direction of Logan and how he might be or all the things that had happened during training that he wanted to tell him. None of it amounted to much, but he wanted to tell him anyhow...and find out what the other man had been doing as well. And he tried not to think about the fact that he hadn't gotten much out of him since before the party. Something had happened, he puzzled that much out, but he didn't know what and that put him on edge.

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"You always say that. That you won't fight. That you'll do what I tell you," he said, gasping at the feel of Logan's lips. He reached down to undo his jeans and wriggle out of them since he'd left them on in case he'd had to leave.

"All I ever want is you, gasping my name...knowing no one else can make you feel like that," Jack added. "Only want you. Fight if you want, but no games. No more stupid games."

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Swatting Jack's hands away, he tugged the other man's jeans down just enough to expose his cock, his fingers instantly wrapping firmly around it and stroking him slowly.

"No games," he promised. "I mean it, Jack. I want to give you what no one else gets. What no one else ever had from me."

Kissing his way down Jack's chest, he continued to pull the other man off, his tongue lapping at warm skin, and dipping into his navel before he moved a little lower. He let Jack's cock touch his cheek, and he held it in one hand as he ran the head over his slightly parted lips. Rubbing it against his cheek and chin, deliberately just missing his mouth even though it was open. Teasing playfully.

"No one ever makes me feel like you do," he said quietly, before finally taking the head between his lips and sucking.

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He had the perfect answer on the tip of his tongue...an answer that vanished with little more than a gasp when Logan took him in hand and the deep groan that followed. It never ceased to amaze him how hot and willing Logan's mouth was...how willing he was to do anything and everything. And, it seemed, always eager to learn more.

"Oh, fuck, Logan," he managed, his fingers finding their way into the soft, short hair. Jack squirmed on the bed, trying to resist the urge to buck into the heat and seek more of everything Logan would do.

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Logan sucked lightly at first, and then took Jack deeper, not stopping until the other man's cock nudged the back of his throat. He gagged just a little, and then swallowed around the length ans he started to bob his head, getting comfortable and sucking harder.

He let himself enjoy the way Jack tasted, and the way he looked, wanting to go on forever, but eventually coming up for air.

He was still for a moment then, but ideas slowly slipped into place, and he crawled slowly back up the bed, straddling the other man so his spit slick cock nudged against his ass. ...Maybe he just wanted a little pain, or maybe it was some sort of personal punishment for what he'd done. Whatever the reason, he reached back to guide Jack's cock, lowering himself slowly, despite the pain that came from lack of preparation.

He didn't get far before his legs began to shake though, unable to force himself to do it, and he silently begged for help as he caught Jack's hands with his own and guided them to his hips.

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Jack dug his fingers in and gave little thought to the fact that Logan was shaking or that he was barely slick enough. All he knew was that he wanted more and he wanted it now. He dug his heels into the bed and lifted, sinking in hard, steadily, and not half as fast as he should have.

Balls deep, he thrust just a little more and pulled Logan down. One hand held his hip and the other ran up and down the other man's thigh. He stopped then, Logan's body clamping tightly around him. That alone was almost enough. Jack took a shaky breath and forced himself to open his eyes.

"I love you like this," he said quietly. "So I can see you."

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Logan struggled to answer at first, biting his lip and whimpering as he continued to shake. Every inch of him burned, and he went completely still as he waited for his body to adjust to the rough and slow intrusion.

"Yeah?" he asked slowly, though the truth was, he already knew. Just like he knew where Jack liked to be kissed and touched, Logan knew which ways Jack liked having him best.

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"Yeah," he exhaled, only to gasp and hold on tighter. He tried to stay still to keep from hurting Logan any worse, the other man's shaking giving him away. He tried, and failed, hips tilting slowly. Drawing back and lifting up, Jack groaned softly, eyes locked on Logan.

"Yeah. Seeing you. Watch you like...God, Logan, so beautiful," he managed as his hand moved up the man's thigh, over his stomach, and only stopping when Jack reached his chest.

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Lifting one of his hands to cover Jacks, Logan slowly started to move as well. He was still shaking, and the next sound he made was definitely pained, but the one after that carried a hint of a moan. The more the pain faded, the faster the younger man lifted himself, gasping and groaning as he tipped his head back and let go.

"Shut up," he gasped, a slight grin on his lips as he came down just a little harder.

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Jack arched, his shoulders pressing hard into the bed. There was an effort to lift, then he just gave up. Letting Logan ride him left him able to watch, to breathe, and to simply feel him.

"Beautiful," he repeated, shifting his feet against the bedding and reaching for Logan. He skimmed his fingers down the other man's stomach and curled them around his cock and held on.

"Fuck, yes," he gasped. "Lo-- please, gods, Logan..."

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Lips parting slightly, he was breathless for a moment as Jack took him in hand. He moved faster, but there was really only so much speed he could manage when he was on top, straddling the other man and panting.

"Fuck, Jack," he gasped. "Shit, pl-please..."

His hands moved to lay flat over the other man's chest, bracing himself as he shifted a little and started to move just a little faster, whimpering and then moaning loudly as the other man's cock hit just the right spot. The sensation causing him to jerk forward slightly and lose his breath for a moment.

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Gripping tighter, Jack found a steady pace to match Logan's rhythm. The drag and pull and slide was quickly tearing him apart and he could barely do more than gasp soft words.

"Come on. Come, Logan. Come on me, baby," he managed, the words slurred and stuttered and his eyes rolling back and falling closed.

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Logan let out choked sound, Jack's words enough to push him over the edge as he shuddered and spilled across the other man's stomach and fingertips.

He was sore and spent, aching in the best ways, but he didn't stop. He didn't even slow down as he breathlessly gasped and hunched over slightly, his eyes shut tightly as he whispered one single word.

"Captain."

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He had been a heartbeat away and Logan's voice sent him over. Jack bucked and shuddered and cried out, toes curling and fingers splaying wide. It took a minute for the world to come back from a pinpoint before he could focus on Logan.

"Oh, God," he groaned. "I...love you. Did you know that?"

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"I did," Logan replied, swallowing as he slowly lifted himself one last time. Jack's cock slipped free, and he settled in beside the other man, holding on loosely, and then a little tighter as he shifted closer.

"But I don't mind hearing it again. ...I love you too," he sighed, the guilt settling in his gut again and causing him to squeeze the the other man as he closed his eyes and inhaled deeply. "I'm so sorry. I'll make this all up to you, I swear. I mean it, Jack, tomorrow I'll start making it right."

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Jack took a deep, slow breath and turned his head to face Logan. For a few glorious minutes he'd forgotten his anger and hurt and lost himself in the perfect moment, just he and Logan and nothing else.

"Yeah, I'm sure you will," he replied, tracing vague shapes against Logan's back. "And if you don't...I'll think up something."

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Logan shivered, but forced himself not to tense up or pull away for even a moment, trying to prove something by simply letting Jack touch his back without turning it into a big deal. As if he was trying to show he really could pull himself together and just relax and acquiesce to what Jack wanted sometimes.

At least for now, until he made things right again.